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September 29, 2008 at 5:33 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, darnell roebuck, life chronicles, poetry
Enlarge My Territory
1 Chronicles 4:9-10 says
9: And Jabez was more honourable than his brethren: and his mother called his name Jabez, saying, Because I bare him with sorrow.
10: And Jabez called on the God of Israel, saying, Oh that thou wouldest bless me indeed, and enlarge my coast, and that thine hand might be with me, and that thou wouldest keep me from evil, that it may not grieve me! And God granted him that which he requested
Lord I was not made to
be this way.
I was made to give you
all of my praise.
My name is recognizable
with trouble.
Get here fast Lord and re-
new me on the double.
I was bore with sorrow.
I see further than today
and am asking you for my
tomorrows.
My life will change and no
more will I seek to do evil
Lord.
For I am asking you to close
this door.
I am no longer the man I
used to be.
So I am asking you with a
open heart to enlarge my
territory.
You say I am more honourable
than all of my sisters and
brothers.
I want to do Your will Your
way, cause You are my Father.
I see my house, ENLARGE MY
TERRITORY.
My Job, ENLARGE MY TERRITORY.
My kids, ENLARGE MY TERRITORY.
My peace of mind, ENLARGE MY
TERRITORY.
Turn my frown into a smile,
ENLARGE MY TERRITORY.
All of my fears, ENLARGE MY
TERRITORY.
All of the guilt of my past, EN-
LARGE MY TERRITORY.
My community, ENLARGE MY
TERRITORY.
My everything, ENLARGE MY
TERRITORY.
My relationships, ENLARGE MY
TERRITORY.
MY RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU,
ENLARGE MY TERRITORY.
ENLARGE MY TERRITORY.
SOMEONE SAY HALLELUJAH.
SOMEONE SAY HALLELUJAH.
WE BLESS YOUR NAME.
THANK YOU JESUS.
AMEN.
Father , God I come to you on behalf of my email list and those who are not on my email list.
I ask that you change them into the person you would like them to be. Lord for them the spirit
is willing but the flesh is weak. Father I ask that Your anointing fall fresh upon their lives.
I ask that you move mightily in their favor. That you move mightily on their behalf. That the
bill is due but you can make a way. That the relationship may be in a rut but you can do an
awesome thing. That the job may be a little rough but you can change the circumstances. We
bless and thank you in Jesus name we pray amen.
September 26, 2008 at 1:13 pm · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, darnell roebuck, life chronicles
Rain {Let It Reign Around My Heart}
While it rains in my life.
Let it reign.
The rain has touched a
husband or even wife.
Let it reign.
There is an abusive sit-
uation with so much pain.
Let it reign.
The love that has deteri-
ated to bad decisions and
calling each other bad names.
Let it reign.
Was I that bad daddy I
won’t get into anymore
trouble if you come home
again.
Let it reign.
I seek your help God about
my love where I can no
only give but no longer
gain.
Let it reign.
I have lived a life lawless
with so much on my life
stained.
Let it reign.
I am called a bad boy so
now it’s ingrained.
Let it reign.
I understand Lord my life’s circumastances have cause me so much pain. I realized that YOU are all I got and without you nothing matters. For I am surrendering to Your Reign. I want you to continue to reign in my heart, mouth, spirit, control, whenever a problem arises. If I wanna cuss folks out, if they cut up on my job, if my kids begin to lose their mind, if all hell breaks loose I still want you to reign. I love you Lord. Psalms 146 says this let us PRAY this: “1″: Praise ye the LORD. Praise the LORD, O my soul.
“2″: While I live will I praise the LORD: I will sing praises unto my God while I have any being.
“3″: Put not your trust in princes, nor in the son of man, in whom there is no help.
“4″: His breath goeth forth, he returneth to his earth; in that very day his thoughts perish.
“5″: Happy is he that hath the God of Jacob for his help, whose hope is in the LORD his God:
“6″: Which made heaven, and earth, the sea, and all that therein is: which keepeth truth for ever:
“7″: Which executeth judgment for the oppressed: which giveth food to the hungry. The LORD looseth the prisoners:
“8″: The LORD openeth the eyes of the blind: the LORD raiseth them that are bowed down: the LORD loveth the righteous:
“9″: The LORD preserveth the strangers; he relieveth the fatherless and widow: but the way of the wicked he turneth upside down.
“10″: The LORD shall reign for ever, even thy God, O Zion, unto all generations. Praise ye the LORD.
Amen.
Love You,
Big Husky.
September 26, 2008 at 6:37 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, darnell roebuck, life chronicles
Psalms 5:7-8 But as for me, I will come into thy house in the multitude of thy mercy: and in thy fear will I worship toward thy holy temple. 8″: Lead me, O LORD, in thy righteousness because of mine enemies; make thy way straight before my face.
See I begin to understand that to really worship corporately we must be on one accord. The bible states in 2 Chronicles 5:11-14 that 11: And it came to pass, when the priests were come out of the holy place: (for all the priests that were present were sanctified, and did not then wait by course:
12: Also the Levites which were the singers, all of them of Asaph, of Heman, of Jeduthun, with their sons and their brethren, being arrayed in white linen, having cymbals and psalteries and harps, stood at the east end of the altar, and with them an hundred and twenty priests sounding with trumpets:)
13: It came even to pass, as the trumpeters and singers were as one, to make one sound to be heard in praising and thanking the LORD; and when they lifted up their voice with the trumpets and cymbals and instruments of musick, and praised the LORD, saying, For he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever: that then the house was filled with a cloud, even the house of the LORD;
14: So that the priests could not stand to minister by reason of the cloud: for the glory of the LORD had filled the house of God. See I understand now that God can do some amazing things when we all work together. There is a relationship we all are trying to work out. There is a situation at or with the job we are all trying to work out. There is a situation where we all know our ministry or know we have one but something is standing in our way and we are forced to say we don’t know how to handle it because we have messed it up before. See God wants us on one accord. See but the bible says this we should do what Matthew 6:33 says “33″: But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
See I understand why it is hell for some to go to God, they are not honestly seeking God. I am not living in a day where I have to wait 40 years for a prayer to be answered. What does this have to do with worship. See when you communicate with someone they can understand what it is you want. Communicate with God. Worship is communication with God. Some of us don’t communicate with God for fear he’ll tell us to leave our jobs, careers [some of us are working the job not the career.], our house, friends, girlfriends/boyfriends, our families church. See we have gotten comfortable with the same ole mess and we complain about it yet do nothing according to what God said about it. When you worship God he gives you answers to the questions. Some of us are asking and not worshiping God. See I love to worship. I am in my car sometimes and I begin to listen to a song or recite a scripture over and over and God begins to recite his love back to me by answering and sometime just comforting. When you worship you get permanent answers to the lust of the flesh. My God is not a temporary fix, He is the absolute author and finisher. See I am not going to lie but I ask God to answer my question on some things and God answered through my worship but I was not pleased because my flesh was upset by what I had to do. I got on one accord with my pastor, wife, choir and my job and God has made things better. See I don’t like wearing my uniform and last year refused to and had all kind of hell, now my job is better than ever by being on one accord with my boss Rhoda. I had a problem following directions with a pastor but I got on one accord with this pastor and now don’t mind being a faithful member to my Pastor Richard Hampton’s church. See God had to show me you have to let the stubborness go because you are trying to worship me and it is unfruitful because you are stubborn and it is a sin. So we must worship with all of our truth with God and we have to be on one accord even if we are by ourselves with God because if we are not on one accord with God we can’t properly worship. Like I hate wearing suits and shirts with ties but the choir I am in sings sometimes in places where we have no choice. So I buckled down and have come to be on one accord with the choir. So today you may not like the rules or what you have to do but do it with the love of God and watch God begin to stir up your worship and miracles can happen through this. See your enemy the devil can make a mess out of your worship {life} if you let him. Let Us Worship.
September 25, 2008 at 5:32 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, darnell roebuck, life chronicles, poetry, smile
The Lion Of The Tribe Of Judah
I roar with the kingly presence of
who i am and always will be.
I seek nothing but pureness and all
that is holy.
I am triumphant over all who oppose.
I shall not lose one of whom i have
chose.
I praise my father in doing his business.
I rejoice in ultimate forgiveness.
I delight in praise and worship.
My attitude is of that of a servant.
The Lion Of The Tribe Of Judah is one
of my names.
I am all of the principles of glory and
her worthy praise.
I make my majesty by the morning sun
and it’s glorious light.
I am even reverenced by the moonlit
night.
The stars sing of my presence.
The morning dew shows my ambience.
I am Emmanuel, King of Kings, El ‘Shaddai.
I shall reign forever by my father’s side.
I introduce myself to you as The Lion Of
The Tribe Of Judah, or for those who
don’t know me by any other name than
Jesus.
Amen.
September 23, 2008 at 8:56 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, darnell roebuck, life chronicles, poetry
Isaiah 9:6-7
‘6′: For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace.
‘7′: Of the increase of his government and peace there shall be no end, upon the throne of David, and upon his kingdom, to order it, and to establish it with judgment and with justice from henceforth even for ever. The zeal of the LORD of hosts will perform this.
Prince of Peace.
Prince of Peace.
Wonderful Counselor.
Wonderful Counselor.
The storms will surely
come. Your peace
will bring forth Your
mighty love.
Prince of Peace.
Prince of Peace.
Wonderful Counselor.
Wonderful Counselor.
The devil has meant
for your life to be hell.
Hold on for the peace
was meant to be your
joy where you dwell.
Where hate would like
to reside.
God’s kingdom was est-
ablished in God’s son
Christ.
Prince of Peace.
Prince of Peace.
Oh Oh Oh Yeah.
Yes.
Yes.
Yes.
I surrender to Your peace.
I surrender my will to your
peace.
Let your peace and joy
wash over me.
I surrender my mind, my
soul, body, and my spirit.
Somebody say Prince of Peace.
Prince of Peace.
Somebody say it louder
Prince of Peace.
Wonderful Counselor.
Wonderful Counselor.
Hallelujah.
Hallelujah.
Prince of Peace.
Wonderful Counselor.
Prince Of Peace.
I admit that this morning was a struggle but I begin to call the name of the Lord and He said ‘ I am the Prince Of Peace.’ He gave me in those words that peace that passeth all understanding.
I love you Jesus. I give it all to you.
September 22, 2008 at 6:59 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, darnell roebuck, life chronicles, poetry
Today I want to drop something in your spirits. Ask God to create in you a clean heart that you may do his will and not yours. We could make things better by doing God’s will, but the only way to do this is by having a clean heart. So take this poem from the archives of Michael Darnell ‘Big Husky’ Roebuck.
create in me a clean heart Lord.
allow me to be what you desired of me from the door.
create in me a just mind, body , and soul.
for i have sinned against thee and thee alone.
create in me your word that it stays rooted in my spirit.
knowing that we have all sinned and come short, allow my
words and deeds to be of your truth and your spirit.
make haste to draw nigh as i draw nigh to you.
where my good will not be evil spoken of and
my actions be made truth.
create in me a clean heart.
that i pray even before trouble is to start.
create in me a clean heart that i be about my father’s business.
that no one can justifiably say ‘what is this mess.’
my God i beg your forgiveness, for my repentance cries out to you
and only you Father.
for you will guide my path and lead me to be not a bother.
yes i ask for forgiveness Lord in all the trouble i may have
caused.
a clean heart is what i ask in my pause.
create in me a clean heart i know you will not fail.
for i am yours Lord and make better and a brand new Darnell.
i cry to you for what damage i may have started.
Lord i am made new by your stripes that will heal even this man who
is brokenhearted.
create in me.
September 19, 2008 at 4:40 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, darnell roebuck, life chronicles, mistress, poetry
My Mistress
What have I done I fell in love
and it is hurting my life.
Where do I go from here it will
surely tear me from my future
with my kids and my wife.
It was supposed to be a little
bit here and there.
My mistress got a hold of me and
I feel to it’s eye and the loving
stare.
I wanted to quit matter of fact
I tried my best to let it go piece
by dirty little pieces.
So I fell on my knees and prayed
to Jesus.
I didn’t realize my mistress kept
all of my time.
We were looking forward to seeing
each other but I felt like I have
finally lost my mind.
So who is my mistress and the blame
for this one is all me.
My mistress is my ministry.
This is me to a T. Are you in a relationship with someone and they never get any quality time? Could you be cheating on your girlfriend or boyfriend with your job, car, friends, hobbies? Think about it. God wants your undivided attention and now you are cheating on him by not doing what he says. By falling so in love with other things that it had become our mistress. And God doesn’t like it. The only relationship that should be more important than your family and then friends is God Be easy.
September 17, 2008 at 4:37 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, darnell roebuck, life chronicles, michael roebuck, poetry
I Stand Naked Before Thee
I open my heart to you fully.
At times I am scared.
I know I have victory but some-
times in defeat I refuse to
acknowledge you’re there.
I am missing the love of my loved
ones whom seem to have left
me down.
I shutter in anticipation for rest
but when it comes I’m no where
to be found.
I Stand Naked Before Thee
Searching the meaning of life.
I Stand Naked Before Thee.
Wondering when will rest be before
me in my hellos and goodbyes.
Hoping I can see you being suspect
to myself as I constantly review the
stony and cold places.
Sometimes asking have you hardened
my heart to suggestions of love.
Will my life be spent as a hypocrite
Violently losing an assured race?
Am I onto the cusp of greatness
Oh Lord I am failing to succeed
to another level of worship and
brass is my words of praise.
Clean me Lord from the top to the bottom.
I Stand Naked Before Thee.
I Stand Naked Before Thee.
I Stand Naked Before Thee.
September 16, 2008 at 10:04 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, darnell roebuck, life chronicles, poetry
I Was Passing Your Way
On my way to glory I stopped by this
thing called life.
Stayed awhile and had a time loving,
even hurting with pain and strife.
My sorrows I left as well as tears no
longer stay.
I was honestly passing your way.
When I started my journey for glory I
made my way in to a world of friends
and foes.
Stories of me stopping here will forever
be told.
I stopped by with my visit but God has
called me home.
I was passing your way and now I will
live where the streets are paved with
gold.
I was passing your way looking to bring
upon your life a smile.
I was passing your way enjoying you while
knowing my time was winding down.
I gave this life all of my vigor, fortitude,
tenacity that was surely fervent.
I was passing through when I heard my Lord
say well done Thy good and faithful servant.
Rest In Peace. Pass this on to someone who may have lost someone recently or may be still dealing with the death of a loved one.
Written By Michael Darnell Roebuck
September 15, 2008 at 9:30 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, darnell roebuck, life chronicles, michael roebuck, poetry, to the fullest
To The Fullest
Live life to the fullest and all that
you do.
Live your life as if tomorrows not
promised to you.
Live life to the fullest it could be
yours or my last day.
Live life to the fullest and give
God continuous and glorious praise.
Live life to the fullest despite the
different situations.
Live life to the fullest get all of your
daily bread.
Live life to the fullest and know you
serve a living God and not one that
is dead.
Live life to the fullest your words can
be life.
Live life to the fullest and you can some-
one’s struggles, pain, and strife.
Live life to the fullest and when all is
said and done.
So you can hear the words ‘well done
thy good and faithful servant’ from God’s
son.
Well done Thy good and faithful servant.
Well done Thy good and faithful servant.
Well done Thy good and faithful servant.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
HALLELUJAH.
HALLELUJAH.
HALLELUJAH.
AMEN.
At times when people are losing their lives to battles with leukemia,sickle cell, A.I.D.S, heartbreak, stress, in love with someone who doesn’t love you. Live your life to the fullest at all times because tomorrow is not promised.
Graciously,
Darnell ‘Big Husky’ Roebuck.
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