always keep it b&h blessed and husky

On My Ballot
 
 
 
 
 
 
On my ballot will be a different vote.
I will be voting for a country to
have the right to have God in their
midst.
Be it at school, work, or home I
will vote God in.
I am voting for leadership to lead
us in the way of righteousness.
I will be voting for teachers, principals,
employers, pastors, artist [any kind]
and even presidents to remove
the lie that God is not needed to
fix all of our mess.
I will vote for freedom to choose
life and not live at death’s door.
I will not be voting cause he’s black
and certainly note because he is
to old.
I will be voting for Jesus to honestly
be in our and lives reign supreme.
I will be voting for the Word that
says he is the King of Kings.
I will be voting to change the desperation,
hopelessness, poverty, and the strife.
When I in fact vote it will to be to
have abundant life.
I will be voting to see Jesus as the
one and only Lord and savior.
I will be voting but my vote is focused
only on the Lord.
 
Vote                     Life__    Death__
 
 
 
  We are enamored by an election and most of us are only voting because one is black and some are only voting to keep up the good ole boy network.  When you choose to debate about the merits of any candidate allow me to put one up there whom we have obviously forgot.  His name is Jesus.  He is about equality, fairness for all mankind, love, respect of our neighbors, and he is surely about a better health care plan than they can provide.  Send this one to all of your friends not to get a miracle or a sign but so that Jesus is given unto all men.  Maybe for once if we send one of these to our canidates without asking or anything than maybe God will do something different.  The bible says If he be lifted up on the earth He will draw ALL men unto him.  Love.

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Darnell ‘Big Husky’ Roebuck
717-557-4799
Life Chronicles
P.O. Box 13081
Harrisburg, Pa 17110
Thedarroeway@yahoo.com
Always Keep It {B&H }Blessed and Husky

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 Unbearable

 Just when I thought it was over. I thought I saw my end. I looked over my shoulder and then I found myself looking at no way to win. The test I thought was hurting me was just the beginning of some made up defeat. Was going to make it this I can’t bear. Tell me somebody, who really cares? I cannot sleep. I cannot eat. I am caught in depression while guilt and shame is over me. Where do I go from here? Do you see my hurt, can you feel my fears? I am crying out, crying out to You. It’s unbearable how will I make it through? I don’t wanna talk to hypocrites of the church. Because they make me feel as if I have no worth. My friends can’t change my crying mind. It’s unbearable and my praise is so far behind. I am doing ministry with minor effect. My sins have come to catch wreck. What do you say when the world don’t want you and the church don’t care? You say Jesus but you are his repre- sentative of life down here. Why should I believe?

Now let me begin to pray for someone who is tired of being accused, abused, hurt, lost,lonely, and depressed. See we as church folks are so demanding and judging of folks. I know it is true because I have done it. Now some people are going through things and sitting in the pulpit and the pews and thinking the same thing. We are truly at a critical stage in our history. See many people have come at me like never before about Senator Obama and the things of this world going on as if these really can change things. I want you to really look at your world. Even if Obama got in office it took 8 years to make a mess and anyone with kids knows it takes double the time to get out of it. I am not saying don’t vote obama but I am saying stop looking at Obama as if he is God Almighty himself. See things have become unbearable on all fronts. Things have become dire and we most folks including saved folks are one step from being poor. Most of us have one foot in hell. Think about it like this how many of us have repented for real? How many of us have made amends with people who have wronged us or we have wronged? This is the kicker for me everyone wants to claim to be like Jesus but no one wants it to be UNBEARABLE myself included. We have good and bad people and some of both are going to heaven and hell. Some folks you are considering good are going to hell. You got some folks you considered bad going to hell. I also figured out why some things have become so unbearable for many of us because our relationship sucks with God. So I wrote to say this if you are at a point in your life where things are unbearable then go to God repent and build your relationship back up with God. Love you and be blessed.

This is one of my favorite poems of all times.  I like it because of the inspiration of all that ladies go through to have kids.  I am overjoyed by the response to the poems as well.  They keep me on my toes.  I would love to hear your views on this and other poems.  Because you help me grow in my poetry ministry.  I love you guys and know that someone is praying for you.      stretch marks
 
 
to look upon your body and see where God gave me His greatest gift.
 i look and see how you endured pain to make love be born with strength.
 to know you endured the pain to bring me a smile.
 i am forever indebebted to you and you are truly my all.
 i am inspired by the marks of birth that your frame.
 stretch marks were made that my legacy would carry on in life and in name.
 would my greatest triumph be my laughter or the gift from you.
 i see you in a new light no seriously i do.
 so come over here and let me kiss what is the symbol of your nine months of 
hard work.
 i love you to life and the stretch marks are the truth that you are worth 
more than you think you are worth.
 
to all the ladies who have children, desire children, and have stretch marks 
because of children i bless you by saying a simple thank you for carrying 
out God’s plan. bless.
 

Who Knows That You’re In The Area?
 
 
 
 
Luke 18: 35-43

  You know I had to very good friends of mine and we ended up having bible study about this very subject.  I tell you it was awesome.  I was really explaining to them as they explained back to me that I am not trying to be forlorn but also I am not trying to be holier than thou.  In reading this scripture you get the feeling that Jesus is talking directly to today’s christian.  When the blind man heard the commotion going on around him it was amazing that he knew it was something different.  He could not see who it was.  Let me show you what I mean.  Their are people who are really blind and lost on the way side looking for something or someone to save them.  So the people who are lost in your life represent the blind man.  We are supposed to be like Jesus, but here is the kicker that the folks around Jesus were the church folks, disciples.  So the folks around him we are going to call them the Flesh.  Our flesh gets in the way of the blind men/women getting to Jesus.  See you must realize and understand that it is not you doing great work it is the God in you doing the great work.  See I understand now what the bible means with this here scripture as far as my revelation.  We have become unavailable to the people because we are trying to get to Jesus .  The Jesus in us should resonate in everything we do.  We are more worried about us then we are about God’s children.  Look at this.  How many times has church folks got in the way of you doing what God wants you to do?  Think about it.  God gave a whole lot of people on this email list a revelation of something to do but how many of you are really doing it?  How many of us has God told to sing, preach, say hi to the neighbor you don’t like, pay someone else’s bill, love someone without any harmful words, not to gossip about an issue?  We turn away from that though seeking to be around Jesus.  The blind man also represents the growing epidemic of violence, rape, murder, lying, gossip, child molestation, divorce, households divided, children carrying guns, amongst other things.  In this scripture text it was the crowd around Jesus that told the blind man to shut up cause Jesus was there.  How many of you live a prisoner in your own home.  How many of the saints live scared and in fear that someone will find out their secret.  How many saints of God really are trying to heal the blind man.  In the scripture we see that the blind mans faith saved him so why is altar call so difficult for the church?  We put more emphasis on the sermons than the souls.  Everyone always says to me I need a word from the Lord but be truthful some of us wouldn’t honestly know a word from the Lord because Next Top Model, A Chance At Real Love, I Love New York, Lift Every Voice And Sing, The Potter’s Touch, Heroes, House, Tru To The Game {Book}, Or The Steelers, The Sims, solitaire, the internet say more to us and so now all of these things replace God’s voice.  I know I am on to something because I am in one of the ones who do it to.  I mess up in these things.  I was talking to my friend who asked me to interview somebody because of how she treated her I refused.  Jesus said to me that wasn’t me but your flesh talking.  I am honest with you about this here.  One blind man today can make all of us see better.  We were learning a song last night in rehearsal last night and I truly hate the song as it stands.  The song to me is horrible.  Jesus said to me these words on this morning my word doesn’t always fit your emotions.  My flesh was getting ready to raise but God brought me back to reality.  The old folks used to say this ‘So heavenly minded no earthly good at all.’  We are so stuck on Jesus that we are missing Jesus.  We are so stuck on looking good because we are standing next to Jesus we forget that Jesus could be standing in the blind man’s shoes.  We are unaware of what we are doing.  Last thing what is up with this selfish nature of the saints?  We don’t care about no one but ourselves.  God will not bless you fully only thinking of yourselves.  Watch Jesus he takes care of the ants, birds, and dogs etc.  Why wouldn’t God take care of you?  We are living beyond God and have made ourselves God.  I have a good job, I am in a stable career, I am in a relationship, I have my health.  Then hows come when we are seeming to be losing these things we panic?  God has a solution but most of us went to ourselves for the answer.  We never went to God.  Well I pray.  So does the devil.  He preys everyday.  Prayer needs to be intimate.  You can’t be intimate with Jesus and you have no relationship.  Wow that makes so much sense to me now that it is on paper.  Well anyway I am no
t the answer all but find out for yourself when you study this that I got from God.  For I could be wrong so if I am help me to do better in my understanding of the scripture.  Study it for yourself don’t take my word for it.  I left the scripture up top for you to read and study yourself. Be a blessing.

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God I Repent

 Today is a letter of love from me to You. For I say I am saved and do not live it totally has gotten me just slightly through. God I am saying I should treat you better and really live your name. Jesus you have given so much to me and all I have given you is shame. Greed has consumed me for the all mighty dollar. While my ego has made folks want to scream and holla. I have professed your love only on Sunday morning. By stealing from work with pens, and paper and such I have taken away from your glory. I get the bootleg and think folks should pay me for mines. I say don’t tell my buisness but everbody else’s business is good to tell on the grapevine. I hate when people judge me but in your eyes I live like a hypocrite you see. I say in Jesus name and then say words immediately afterward like the f word or call my girls a b. I gossip all the times and nothing but lies leave my tongue. Then I want you to look at me and say well done. I drink to get drunk so I can have sex without conscience. Then I sit in the pulpit and tell my members buisness while they feel like they are the pastor and the profit. I don’t trust you yet I tell everyone I do. Are any of these any one of you?

God gave me such the wake up call this morning that at 4:30 I was up praying for myself and everyone else I know. I was so amazed that God had given me a word. And although in the attachment there is a funny take on Never Could’ve Made It we need to repent. We are so vain and wrong that we wonder why God won’t change some things in our life. It doesn’t matter if you are the pastor, head usher, garbage man, bum on the street the bible says all have sinned and come short of the glory of God. I am overweight and my body is God’s temple wow we need to get it together. I play around with that song but I am really having a problem losing some weight. It will get better because someone is praying for me. I want to let go of the things I am wrong for. So I am asking God to forgive me for all of the sins I have done. I repent to you oh Lord. In Jesus name amen. Stop playing with God for He is exposing those who are cutting up, will you be exposed next. I was exposed for some of my wrongs and I am really paying for them dearly. I don’t do these emails for your entertainment but for Jesus’s glory. Ladies and gentlemen repent because none of us are promised tommorow. Amen.

Good Morning Beautiful Let me say good morning beautiful. No words can express how I feel about you beautiful. If I knew then what I know now I would have never treated women the way that I have. You are powerful yet classy, and you are the reason for most why the world goes around. Because of you we are here and without you it would be impossible. Just to be you for a day would take 10,000 years and I would still need a head start. You are virtue and born from God’s heart. I thank the Lord for you daily, but I miss the mark on appreciating you fully. I don’t care of you because I have to but because I desire to care of you which is my reasonable duty. Listen to as I speak to you from the man’s mind. I know I don’t say it much but I will love you beyond the end of all time. Good morning beautiful can I start off your day. Good morning beautiful just seeing your beauty reminds me to give God praise. I thank you God for leaving me with a beautiful one such as you. To all of the beautiful women I just want to say we men couldn’t make it on this planet without you. You are truly the apple of God’s eye. You are amazing and I am praying and thanking God for you completely. Be a blessing and tell a woman you know good morning beautiful. Watch the chain reaction of love that will be felt. Watch even more God’s glory. Be blessed.

Don’t Forget We Are Thankging Jesus 1,000 Times A day. It only takes 20 minutes and watch what he will do. My Life Is Thankful 1 Corinthians 15:56-58 56: The sting of death is sin; and the strength of sin is the law. 57: But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ 58: Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord. In life you sometimes have to rededicate yourself to Jesus Christ. Meaning we can get caught doing the laws and sins and bringing ourselves to death. Death cannot have any victory without sin. The bible says it in Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death. Meaning you have to work to sin. You have to work to be corrupt. You have to be bound to the law for sin to abound in you. Many of us are bound to the law thus we are bound to work for sin and ultimately death. Living a thankful life unto Jesus for his work on the cross and for simply who he is is something we make harder. Its like this have you ever been in a store and was getting ready to get a hook up and you had someone with you who when you were getting ready to get hooked up they decided they wanted to bring to much attention to you? Meaning they don’t know when to shut up. That is sin. Jesus has given you the hook up on life and your sin is next to you cutting up. See here is the thing about the hook up folks will see whatever the hook up is and want to know how to get it but you can’t take everybody directly to your hook up. See sin can’t go up to Jesus and be cool because corruption and incorruption can’t dwell together. See this is why your life has to be as sin free as possible. Hold up preacher I am not perfect. I know this and I know the bible says in Romans 3:23 For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God. So now that I have given you some background let us get to why our lives should show it’s thanks. The bible clearly states here in Corinthians 15:58 be ye steadfast, okay do not compromise. We have compromised our Jesus for a lot of things like our jobs, friends, families, kids, church etc. Wow hold up preacher how can you compromise Jesus for the church. Well when the edifice is bigger than the church Jesus is building in you. We won’t have a real relationship with Jesus so this is why the church you see on the corners of every city in America are suffering. Well pastor is supposed to be taken care of me and the church is supposed to look after me to. The bible says Study to show thyself approved unto God. If most of us studied like we should we wouldn’t be in the predicaments we are in now. I say this to you because I have erred before and even recently even. So know that it is not just you. Look here we are always praying for more money but the bible says the harvest is RIPE but the LABORS are FEW. Thus meaning your team around you has to get better. Look at me I am not the one to do money well so it would be better for me to get an accountant. I am a motivator and an encourager so when you need encouragement and motivation I got you covered. See when you know these things you will put the right people in position. Also living a life of thankfulness is paramount because when you study to show thyself approved the harvest will be revealed through the work your life has become. By studying and working on God’s business you are thus showing your thankfulness to Jesus. We are so caught up in having the best cd or who is the greatest praise dancer or comedian but when we are unmovable meaning we will have moments where we are caught up and have sinned but we should not be moved by the sinned. So this goes with your foundation. If you have no foundation or one made on sand you can be moved. Look at what Jesus said to Peter ‘On this rock I will build my church and the gates of hell SHALL not prevail against it. Now Peter was around Jesus and most of us consider him to be thuggish in his ways. For he would cuss you out quick. See Peter was always getting in trouble for his mouth. So what is coming out of your mouth? If it is death than expect death to be in your life. If it is life than everytime someone hears you speak they should hear the thank you Lord that Jesus has provided you with. You must always be abounding meaning the work of the Lord doesn’t stop because you got into trouble. Or you or your pastorhas set you down. See even if you have been sat down or are in trouble your life still should have JESUS on it. I have been in trouble before and still had to do ministry. Just because you messed up doesn’t mean you can’t be a living testimony of Jesus’s greatness. You have to be thankful unto him and bless his name. Come on you all Psalms 34:1 says it best I will bless the LORD at all times: his praise shall continually be in my mouth. Meaning your thank you to Jesus should always be on your lips to Christ and in your life living for Christ. Who will bless the Lord with me. You will have gain not just physically but spiritually. What good is it to have physical things if we have no spirit to keep it in its proper perspective. God has to reward you just like he has to dicipline you. So I am asking you is your life based in Thanks or Death?

Written By: Darnell “Big Husky” Roebuck 717-557-4799 Life Chronicles P.O. Box 13081 Harrisburg, Pa 17110 Thedarroeway@yahoo.com Always Keep It {B&H }Blessed and Husky

So Thankful

For me, You came down from heaven. My sins You washed away. My soul you vowed to keep as Yours. My tears were with you on that tree that long ago day. When my understanding failed me with why You loved me. As I sat looking forlorn. You were about Your Father’s business. You comforted a heart that was torn. Yet Your love for me never waivered. I cry because my worth I felt was not deserved. Yet you looked across forever and knew what You would go through for me on my account was worth. I am thankful oh so thankful. I am thankful because of You Lord. When the hurts and guilt began to suffocate my very being into a dark and deathly place. It was then when I heard Your voice, but it was where I saw Jesus the Christ face. In looking for someone to uphold me and vindicate all of my wrongs done upon my soul. You covered me with Your bloodstained banner. Your beauty of abundant life I care now to behold. I was lonely and felt forgotten. How could my family and friends who say they love me treat me any kind of way. You said to me die daily and love them continuously for the rest of your days. Now I sit here knowing and finally realizing I am mortal as age and weariness are trying to set in. Thankful. Yes I am so thankful for Jesus whom washed away all of my sins. I am so thankful. I am so thankful. I am so thankful to You Jesus. I am so thankful to You my king. Thank You Jesus. Thank You Jesus. I should have been dead, but You still loved me enough to give me another chance to make it right Jesus. I should be out of my mind with all I am staring at, but I am thankful for my right mind. I shouldn’t have no family or friends but I am thankful for them. Thank You Jesus. Thank You Jesus. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Thank You Jesus. The bible says in Psalms 100:4 Enter into his gates with THANKSGIVING, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him and bless his name. I understand to get truly better and greater blessings that I am going to have to be thanful unto God for the good and the bad, and the ugly. I am so thankful to all of you all whom are in my life. I cannot thank you enough for your words of encouragement and love. You think enough of me to reply to my thoughts and feelings. I thank you because you are looking to know God because of the poetry. I want to say thank you to Jesus because you could have left me when I was homeless, molested, hurt, abused, lying, gossiping, fighting, or even denying you but You stayed put and remained my God, my Jesus, my friend, my everything and I thank you Jesus. Let us thank God with our mouths and our hearts and with our lives. Amen.

Thank You Lord

 My life has been great mixed in with a tad bit of pain.Lord you saw fit to relieve my stress andheld me when I was hurt over and over again.I’ve been blessed with family and friends despite all that I have done.So I am putting my pen to my pad with words that really can’t say enough.I say thank you Lord.When I was abused and beaten until I wasbroken You came and comforted me.When I was on suicides verge with the lifeI was living Jesus you gave me victory.Even if you never do nothing else for meyour son.I still say thank you to Christ Jesus, God’sonly begotten Son. Somebody say Thank You Jesus.Thank You Jesus.Thank You Jesus.Thank You Jesus.Thank You Jesus.See I realized that God already paid for mysins by sending His son Jesus. When my heart was failing, shattered,and inbroken pieces.I say Thank You Jesus.Somebody say Thank You Jesus.Somebody say Thank You Jesus.Thank You Jesus.Thank YOU LORD.

What are we teaching you on today is to be thankful. Some of us think we were owed our jobs, families, talents, and etc. I come to tell you that Jesus gave it and can take it away. So I thank You Jesus for all of the people who are a part of this email list for they could be reading someone Else’s words but they are here reading My words inspired by You. I thank You Lord for my life, health, and strength. I thank You Lord for all who are important to me. Most importantly I thank You Jesus for the love You have showed me even when I didn’t love myself. Thank You.

The Shadow I see him lurking everywhere I go. Forced to deal with him because he is following me to and fro. Why won’t he leave me alone? I have finally made it to success, a family, career, and a home. What does it take to get rid of you? It seems like my best won’t do. I see you in the shadows every- where. I feel you breathing on me, I know your glare. Why are you continuing to haunt my life? You are around every corner contin- uing to cause pain and strife. I have fought you and continued to look behind my back in defeat. There seems to be no end, and now you are wrecking my life and your victory is almost complete. I am crying out in desperation, please someone help I am in despair. My past is my shadow and I am in need of prayer. In the long run of things it doesn’t matter to most people that you have changed your life and become a pillar of the community. Most people are stuck on what you did yesterday and not what you are doing today. Your past will be brought up even in your kids lives. Your past can devastate your life especially your family, career, and even your church life. Don’t believe me let one of us on this email catch A.I.D.S then you will be scrutinized and be crucified for your past bringing about the events of your future. I have a young lady whose mom used to be a porno star now that kid is going through hell because his mother use to get it in. Your past doesn’t just affect you but everyone and everything you do so be careful you don’t do things that are against God because you will make it easier for the devil to win. I love you all.