Bloom Where I Am Planted

Bloom Where I Am Planted I was given to a mother and father whom succumbed to divorce. I was made a child with rejection even a lot of what i did was forced. I caused hell and the highest pain known to man. I am planted but God has a master plan. My flesh fought rejection and was forced to succeed. My life seemingly was given over to power, control, and greed. My drug of choice was sex, hate, and manipulation. i was fallible in a perfect situation. Now i look to the hills but check out my disguise. You could see the cold-heartedness from deep with in my eyes. Forced to do things at a young age because i refuse to heed my parents words. Now i am relieving myself of the demons that diminish my worth. Hating myself while seeming to show myself all kinds of love. Now i am reaping the consequences of my actions you now know of. Living transparent can be hell for those still caught up in chains. I miss my 2 children whom the mothers have hidden be- cause i didn’t love them but it was what i proclaimed. You call that dirt to dish but my flower shall grow. My current circumstance is not my destination because God has said so. I am the salt of the world to bring flavor to the flavorless places. Wow i am amazed at the mere fact that i am not dead because of all lies and hurts i have brought and the many hurt faces. I tell you God has brought me up out of the muck and mire to be heir to the throne. My life’s flower shall bloom because i refuse not to grow. See it is not where God has planted me at be it in test and trials that will stop me. My flower cannot bloom if i don’t allow God to prune, water, and sunshine me so that i can bring joy to show victory. I will bloom in my dirt that has made this flower bloom. My flower was planted by God and He won’t allow me to bloom to late or to soon. A flower never ask about a bill, mate, love, water, none of these things. all a flower does is bloom and show the beauty there of. Many people are flowers waiting to bloom they just haven’t been given a chance. We are worried about people trampling us, cutting us early and many things that are not of God. Hold fast to what God says. I got this poem from the scripture ‘man shall not live off of bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.’ I had to show you a little dirt and consequence as well to show you the whole point. Peace and always be LOVE

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