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 Unbearable

 Just when I thought it was over. I thought I saw my end. I looked over my shoulder and then I found myself looking at no way to win. The test I thought was hurting me was just the beginning of some made up defeat. Was going to make it this I can’t bear. Tell me somebody, who really cares? I cannot sleep. I cannot eat. I am caught in depression while guilt and shame is over me. Where do I go from here? Do you see my hurt, can you feel my fears? I am crying out, crying out to You. It’s unbearable how will I make it through? I don’t wanna talk to hypocrites of the church. Because they make me feel as if I have no worth. My friends can’t change my crying mind. It’s unbearable and my praise is so far behind. I am doing ministry with minor effect. My sins have come to catch wreck. What do you say when the world don’t want you and the church don’t care? You say Jesus but you are his repre- sentative of life down here. Why should I believe?

Now let me begin to pray for someone who is tired of being accused, abused, hurt, lost,lonely, and depressed. See we as church folks are so demanding and judging of folks. I know it is true because I have done it. Now some people are going through things and sitting in the pulpit and the pews and thinking the same thing. We are truly at a critical stage in our history. See many people have come at me like never before about Senator Obama and the things of this world going on as if these really can change things. I want you to really look at your world. Even if Obama got in office it took 8 years to make a mess and anyone with kids knows it takes double the time to get out of it. I am not saying don’t vote obama but I am saying stop looking at Obama as if he is God Almighty himself. See things have become unbearable on all fronts. Things have become dire and we most folks including saved folks are one step from being poor. Most of us have one foot in hell. Think about it like this how many of us have repented for real? How many of us have made amends with people who have wronged us or we have wronged? This is the kicker for me everyone wants to claim to be like Jesus but no one wants it to be UNBEARABLE myself included. We have good and bad people and some of both are going to heaven and hell. Some folks you are considering good are going to hell. You got some folks you considered bad going to hell. I also figured out why some things have become so unbearable for many of us because our relationship sucks with God. So I wrote to say this if you are at a point in your life where things are unbearable then go to God repent and build your relationship back up with God. Love you and be blessed.