always keep it b&h blessed and husky

If It Wasn’t For You
 
 
If it wasn’t for you
there would be no
need for yuletide cheer.
If it wasn’t for you
there would be no
resolutions to start
out our new year.
If it wasn’t for you
there wouldn’t even
be the mistake of a
Santa claus.
If it wasn’t for you
there would be no
need to spend money
on gifts without no
pause.
If it wasn’t for you
there would be no
reason for the Kwanza
or even the Hanukah.
If it wasn’t for you
the season would
have no meaning of
truth and no fake
replicas.
If it wasn’t for you
they would have made
no songs like Jingle
Bells and Silent Night.
If it wasn’t for you
no one would make
feast and sit and be
merry through out
the Christmas night.
If it wasn’t for you
we would not have
a reason to be the
giver of without
having to make a sell.
If it wasn’t for you
we wouldn’t be able
to sing “The First
Noel.”
If it wasn’t for you
there would be no
compassion or a reason
to smile.
If it wasn’t for you
there would be no
joy for a parent when
the gifts were given
to their child.
So on today when
all are eating hearty
and feeling their guts
to the fullest.
I send thanks and love
to you Jesus Christ
because of you whom
will forever be the coolest.
Amen.
 
 
 
 
   From the staff of Life Chronicles With Big Husky and of course myself I would like to wish you all a very merry christmas and a happy new year.

John 8: 1-11

 1 Jesus went unto the mount of Olives.

 2 And early in the morning he came again into the temple, and all the people came unto him; and he sat down, and taught them.

 3 And the scribes and Pharisees brought unto him a woman taken in adultery; and when they had set her in the midst,

 4 They say unto him, Master, this woman was taken in adultery, in the very act.

 5 Now Moses in the law commanded us, that such should be stoned: but what sayest thou?

 6 This they said, tempting him, that they might have to accuse him. But Jesus stooped down, and with his finger wrote on the ground, as though he heard them not.

 7 So when they continued asking him, he lifted up himself, and said unto them, He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.

 8 And again he stooped down, and wrote on the ground.

 9 And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst.

 10 When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee?

 11 She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more.

  This is one of my most favorite scriptures in the bible.  I will tell you why because Jesus can be told anything but his decision on a thing is final.  See he doesn’t need a vote.  There is no democracy it is what it is.  Let me help someone who may have been saying just a few minutes ago someone isn’t saved.  Saying someone should be killed for what they have done.  See I have come to realize that SIN IS SIN IS SIN IS SIN IS SIN.  Let me help you out there is no big ones or little ones sin is just that sin.  When Jesus went to Calvary some 2008 years ago he went with a purpose.  That purpose was for moments when Darnell had a lapse in good Godly judgment.  He wanted us not to only live with him but to be free, powerful, set a part as well as a few other things.  Your calvary lesson you can get from Matthew 27.  Anyway they had caught the woman getting to know a man biblically but the question I have is how did they find her lest they were looking for trouble.  See some people are looking for you to be in trouble but are pissed and yes I said that word when Jesus just writes in the dirt.  Now if you were trying to tell me something important that was life or death and I was writing in the dirt wouldn’t you be mad?  Anyway the scribes and pharisees were looking to make Jesus be fool.  Think about it they were tempting him.  The bibles says you are not to tempt the Lord thy God.  Anywho.  Man watch what they say.  Master, this woman was taken in adultery, in the very act.  Now I am going to show you something.  People will watch you do dirt and sometimes enjoy it but then call Jesus or someone of authority about you doing it.  Now I think the pharisees in this particular scripture were a bunch of perverts.  They was watching this woman getting to know a man.  Watch this though they throw the biblical law at Jesus.  The Mosaic law of those days said she should’ve been stoned.  Watch this some of the stuff you have done in life you should by the old law be stoned.  See understanding this Jesus said in his word he didn’t come to destroy the law or the prophets but to fulfill it.  See he understood in a little while he was getting ready to die for EVERY sin ever committed.  Wow.  Right there Jesus is teaching us compassion.  See we all know some bodies secrets and we are so ready to tell it.  Be careful how you deal with that situation because Jesus has the final say.  See this woman doesn’t have a name yet she has so much significance because we are doing bad things to people in the name of Jesus and we are not following what Jesus is doing.  Remember this Jesus said “I came to bring you life more abundantly.”  See she was in the midst of sin and by law she is supposed to be dead but Jesus brought her abundant life that it is still radiating on today.  See back in the day you couldn’t be running around hoeing.  It wasn’t allowed.  See but now a days we are allowing our children to grow up instead of old fashion we got them dressing up in hoe fashion.  I am sorry but we must protect our babies.  See now I see what the scripture means for me.  I was allowing people to stone me with their attitudes and what not because Jesus forgave me and a lot of folks haven’t.  Including some folks who are close.  Jesus whole conversation wasn’t even that long it was short and to the point “Neither do I condemn thee: go and sin no more.”  Come on now if Jesus doesn’t condemn me for what wrongs I have done what is your right?  See even though someone has done us wrong we can be wrong by saying stuff like “If you so saved”, and “you supposed to be saved.”  Jesus was allowing those pharisees and what not to know I have forgiven and I am still God in the process.  It is amazing to me how some people don’t catch that.  Husbands and wives you are not God.  Employers you are not God.  Big Husky you are not God. See I am going to talk about me. So unless you have a heaven or hell to get someone in or out of I suggest silence and allow God to move on your behalf. 

  When I was asking God where were we journeying to on today he said, “The journey is for those stuck being me.”  I get that way every now and then.  We all do.  So I apologize to anyone if I was not compassionate enough or if I didn’t forgive you.  Get something out of this.  Oh by the way don’t believe me study for your self.

Love Big Husky

Darnell “Big Husky” Roebuck
717-557-4799
Life Chronicles
P.O. Box 13081
Harrisburg, Pa 17110
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Always Keep It {B&H }Blessed and Husky

Into The Unusual Deep
 
 
Matthew 14:22-32

22 And straightway Jesus constrained his disciples to get into a ship, and to go before him unto the other side, while he sent the multitudes away.  23 And when he had sent the multitudes away, he went up into a mountain apart to pray: and when the evening was come, he was there alone. 
 24 But the ship was now in the midst of the sea, tossed with waves: for the wind was contrary.  25 And in the fourth watch of the night Jesus went unto them, walking on the sea.

 26 And when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were troubled, saying, It is a spirit; and they cried out for fear.

 27 But straightway Jesus spake unto them, saying, Be of good cheer; it is I; be not afraid.

 28 And Peter answered him and said, Lord, if it be thou, bid me come unto thee on the water.

 29 And he said, Come. And when Peter was come down out of the ship, he walked on the water, to go to Jesus.

 30 But when he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink, he cried, saying, Lord, save me.

 31 And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?

 32 And when they were come into the ship, the wind ceased.

I write pertaining to something I heard in church on yesterday which was awesome.  When I wrote my poem to you guys about my faults and begin to receive prayer God did the most unusual thing.  He gave me a resolved peace about every situation.  I was sitting at my foster mother Vivian Millberry’s funeral on Saturday and was wondering where was the lesson from her death I was to learn.  I was taken back to a time to when I first was brought to her house because of the problems with my father where I didn’t want to listen and he didn’t want to end up in jail.  Well for the year prior to my going to Mrs Millberry’s home I was being molested by a man who worked for the Berryhill Boys and Girl’s club.  This dude told me he loved me and would allow me to spend the night at his house and have all kinds of fun.  I was really hurt because I thought he was my friend but come to find out he was ill.  Well when I say ill anytime you are sleeping with young children you are ill.  For the longest time I fought that thing and finally on Saturday I was forced to revisit it when I realized what Mrs. Viv said to me.  I was on the 3rd floor of her house in Steelton Pa and was getting ready to leave her house and go and kill myself.  For some reason she was still up cleaning up.  Well I went and talked to her.  I had only been there maybe 3 days or 4.  She said to me without knowing I was going to kill myself that Jesus will put you in places, some of which may seem strange and unfair or weird to get you to a higher place in him.  I thought I wasn’t worthy enough because I no longer lived with my dad.  I was constantly screwing up.  Then I messed around and got molested.  That was my thinking.  She never said any scripture, but for that moment it was the 1st time I had actually faced it.  Now I must say I talk more about it now then ever before but I understand better.  See I was living on my comfort zone of faith.  See I want people totally delivered but I am sitting on my comfortable faith in the ship.  See when I met Mrs. Viv I was in the ship of depression, despair, hopelessness, hurt, anger, and many other things.  Then to top it all off The winds and sea of my life had the nerve to be cutting up to.  So I being tossed on a ship crying out.  See but even in those few words she said I saw Jesus.  At first I was troubled.  At first I was confused.  At first I was frustrated because it just looked like Jesus.  See after God asked me did I trust him?  Lately God has been saying to me “Be Of Good Cheer; it is I; be not afraid.”  See Jesus may give you just a vision of himself far off but stop crying out and doubting that it’s him.  See I asked Jesus on Saturday to bid me to come.  He said “COME.”  See I don’t want the normal experience of Christ I normally see.  I want something unusual.  I want to get out of the boat onto the troubled water and watch Jesus work because of my faith.  The bible says in Romans 10:17 So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.  See he heard Jesus speak on the water therefore working his faith that much more.  Now because his faith was strong in Jesus he came out of a stable floored ship to a weightless water where you can sink and the folks in the boat were probably thinking Peter is a fool.  They probably thought he was going to die.  See your situation may take you to where you have to get out of the boat and get in the deep waters of God to get closer to God.  See by being held down by your religion {A.M.E, Baptist, C.O.G.I.C, Apostolic} see you may miss the move of God because someone may have a word from the Lord and it may come from a baptist church and your C.O.G.I.C.  Well preacher I have been studying witch craft all of my life.  You to can come out.  See there are some christians who rely on the horoscope.  Better yet I bet you half my email list can tell me if they are a Leo, capricorn, or whatever the other 10 are.  Not knowing that is a form of witchcraft.  Just like being manipulative is a form of witch craft.  My God my God.  See you have got to eventually step out of the boat of this world and stand in the sea of Christ.  See I understand it now.  See sometimes I feel like I can do this and still be saved not realizing that it is not right.  My my my.  See some of us are caught in some stuff where it has gotten dangerous and I don’t mean like your average thug.  I am talking about your man is getting ready to kill you and your waiting for someone to say “Come.”  I recognize that the reason I couldn’t leave porn alone because I didn’t catch the whole revelation of who Jesus really was.  See if you asked me which disciple wasn’t saved most people would say Peter.  Because he was a thug, a curser.  You know he always was getting in trouble by Jesus so it seemed.  Jesus never let him go and matter of fact he was always there it seemed when Jesus made his decisions.  Anyway let me get back on track.  By getting out of the boat the winds and sea made themselves heard a little more because when the stuff got worse on the water Peter begin to sink.  Not cause he didn’t want Jesus but because he took his eyes off of Jesus.  So he had to fall into Jesus arms.  Now let me show you something you are doing great work and you have stepped out of the boat but don’t do what Peter did because he took his eyes off of Jesus therefore he stopped having an answer for the problems, the addictions came back, rebelliousness and stubbornness came back {by the way being rebellious is a form of witchcraft},  see the cheating came back, the lying came back, the controlling came back, your children got worse.  See but Jesus is waiting for you to look at him and fall into his arms so he can carry you back to the boat and calm the sea.  See you got some things to do.
 
1. Stop complaining Jesus is not far off.
2. Even if you can’t see him that good don’t fret
3. Hear what Jesus is saying to you.
4. Get out of the boat [meaning stop looking for him to answer it the way you want it but the way he wants it.}
5. Once you get out of the boat stay focused.
6. When all else has failed you fall into his arms.
7. Allow Jesus to carry you the rest of the way.
8. Expect the winds and seas that are raging to calm.
9. Get back in the boat so people can see that your God is real and continue to your destination.
 
Love you,
Darnell

Imagination
 
 
 
 
 
Imagine a world where you can do
whatever you want.
Getting cars, jewelry, and women or
men or even both to flaunt.
I mean kids acting more grown then
ever before.
13 year old young ladies running drugs
and he is already a 14 year old whore.
Where terrorism is at an all time high.
Reality tv is the new way to get every-
thing right.
Imagine a world with no prayer and
church where they are more worried
about your checking account than your
soul.
Where the saints won’t minister because
the check is on hold.
Maybe it could be the fact that I can be
a dumb athlete.
Make paper and get away with murder
beyond belief.
Could it be in this world Jesus is only
good to us on Sundays and Wednesdays?
That the only time Jesus is thought
of anyway.
Where you can believe your horoscope
and the fact that you are gemini, capricorn,
or scorpio than real prophets.
In this world where lesbianism and homo-
sexuality is being real real honest.
Moms and pops can say honor me but
they can inject wrath to the dome.
Rappers initiate hate and women are still
nothing more than b–ches and h–s.
Man I thought we were better than that.
Imagination of mine or real facts?
 
 
 
  Everything I said here today is truth.  I know we want to believe it isn’t but come on.  For the wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus.  We say we want better yet anything goes now a days.  Is this the world we want for our kids?  Is this how we show God our love?  We only pick up Jesus on Sunday and Wednesday.  Come one you all.  Dear Lord watch my words, heart, eyes, hands, and feet.  My words that I do not put to death anything you gave life.  My heart that the abundance of it is pure and holy.  My eyes that I may see beyond the sin and love the person beyond themselves but unto Jesus’ righteousness. My hands that I may not touch what is not holy. My feet that I may not go where you would have me not to go. In Jesus name I pray amen.
 

Wonderful

Why used to be the question of how you love me so much. Now I understand that you are every breath and my most simplest touch. You have held me when I was hurt crying and in despair. Told me I was the apple of your eye when I felt no one else cared. Made me realize I was here for more than money, cars, and women. Helped me see my faults so I could be a more affective minister to all of your children. I thank you because you cared enough to die for me. Then you rose up so I could stand with your truth and authority. When I think of all you are marvelous comes to my mind. I thank you Jesus, I thank you Jesus, I thank you Jesus because you are my strength and joy even in these here perilous times. When I’ve acted like I didn’t know you you still allowed me to be redeemed. Whom the son sets free is truly free indeed. Marvelous. Wonderful. I bless your name. Jesus. Hallelujah. Amen.

This weekend I was honored to start it off in Burlington New Jersey. Where the spirit of the Lord came in and reigned. I was amazed at the out pouring of love and the treatment of the people toward the staff of Life Chronicles. Then Saturday was just as great when G.A.T.F.C. was a part of a wonderfully written play by Markie Polite “The Gift.” Where my family were all a part of the play in some shape or form. Even Ma’leah had a part. I was honored so much I wanted to shed a few tears. I have been doing my ministry a long time and never has my whole family been in the picture. At least not on stage. Sunday morning Deacon Ashanti Newsome and I went to his church which is called Piece of The Bridge Ministries where the Lord showed up once again. The theme for the day was healing. Jesus preached through me and the folks left with healing. I even got my healing ya’ll. Most importantly we need to help support Pastor Rick Laboy because his ministry helps shelter the men who stay at P.O.T.B.M. It is also a homeless shelter. We should help this man of God do even better ministry. They have a lot of heart. Anybody can preach and sing at a regular church. Singing and preaching at a mission is totally different experience. It will change your life. Last but not least Sunday night G.A.T.F.C. allowed the spirit of the Lord to use them in a mighty way. They sang at Mount Calvary C.O.G.I.C. It was truly amazing to be a part of. God has done some wonderful things ya’ll. I am glad to just be a part of it.

Love Big Husky

With Wings As Eagles
 
 
Isaiah 40:31- But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount 

up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
 
 
 
Lord we need renewed strength for
the things you have in store for us.
Lord we wait upon the words you
comfort us with in our hearts by Your
power and extreme love.
Lord we look to the hills from whence
cometh our help cometh from the Lord
our God.
Lord with renewed strength in You life
is not quite as hard.
Lord with love we come to gain under-
standing for we at times fall to weariness.
With the love of you we can endure even
until the end as we run a steady pace in
an already fast race.
We shall walk the narrow road for it leadeth
to righteousness and the path that is wide
leads to destruction.
With wings as eagles we shall soar above
all of our problems and make our way
towards salvation.
We are looking to your joy for our strength.
We oh Lord honor thy word as we wait upon
every promise that you have said about our
lives.
Lord where can we go but to you for the
greatest of gifts and this is life abundantly.
Your love that would have us to soar on
the edge of the graceful winds of God.
You are the ultimate when it comes to the
truth of a victorious race in which our adversary
would have us believe was a loss.
So we mount up as a people that are adorned
with power, authority, dominion over everything
that has a place on this earth.
Lord we thank you and honor you forevermore.
Hallelujah.
Amen.
 
 
You are great God and greatly to be praised.

Jehovah
 
 
 
 
 
What is in a name?
Beyond fortunes and
great fame.
You give the peace
that passeth all under-
standing.
They call you Jehovah
Shalom. God of Peace.
When war has ravaged
you and your home.
Is there a place of
refuge when the war
has raged enough for
you to feel all alone?
We call on Jehovah
Sabbath. God of Warfare.
I have been abused.
Hurt it seems beyond
repair.
I have set my mouth
to work at times against
what is right and now
I sit in despair.
Where comes my healing?
For I have to come into
victory for your glory.
You are a true healer.
Jehovah Rapha. God of
Healing.
My Lord I know where
my next meal will come
from.
I am about to lose my
home.
I cry out to you my Lord
oh my Father, I need
you.
Lord I need you.
Lord I need you.
Lord I need you.
LORD I NEED YOU NOW.
All hope seems lost.
I can’t go to my friends for
it.
I can’t go to my job for it.
I can’t go to my family for
it.
I love you Jehovah Jireh.
My Great Provider.
When all else fails and I
can’t remember these names.
Lord tell me what I can say?
I called on Muhammad.
I never got an answer.
I called on Buddha.
I never saw him yet.
I called on my horoscope
being a capricorn couldn’t get
me out of my mess.
I called on Oprah.
She wasn’t taking my
calls.
I even called Obama he
was quite busy.
There is a name when
said that makes demons
tremble.
There is a name that calms
the raging seas.
There is a name that can stop
wars and rumors of wars.
There is a name that can be
heard amongst the mountain
tops to the valleys below.
There is a name that when
all else fails.
There is name that when I
call on him constantly never
hesitates to answer.
Somebody say JESUS.
Somebody say JESUS.
Whatever you are going through
say JESUS.
Whatever you need deliverance
from say JESUS.
Whatever you need healing for
say JESUS.
I call him Jehovah Rapha, Shalom,
Sabbath but most importantly
when you can’t remember nothing
else call JESUS.
JESUS.
JESUS.
Hallelujah.
JEHOVAH.
 
 
  Today I want you to grasp that there is power in the name of Jesus.  I understand that there are some who are on here and are people who do not have the same belief and God never told us to offend anyone so I am sending this one out with the respect for which you believe but I am not compromising nor conforming my belief that Jesus is JESUS or whatever and I am not looking to offend anyone.  I do know this though that one day no matter what every knee shall bow, and every tongue shall confess that JESUS is who he has said he is since the beginning of time.  What are you looking for from Jehovah?  Are you looking for peace, someone to fight this war for you, someone to heal you call JESUS by his name.  I love you to a better life in Christ. Amen. 
 
 
P.S.
I needed that ya’ll

remixed

i want my life better not hardly worse.why go to church if God is not the reason i am there first.i will do the things the bible requires me to do.i will not sit around and be just a bump on a log in the pews.my life will reflect what i proclaim.i am going to really walk in Jesus name.through the fire, tribulations, and every storm.being obedient to Christ will not just be novelty but the norm.i will stand up for Jesus and not for the devils throne.no more compromising of Jesus even if it means i must be alone.i will be alright because the word says no weapon formed shall prosper in mylife.that means sickness, myself, family, friends, finances shall i allow tocontinue causing strife.if you are not with me i tell you to move on.for i am getting my strength from only one source that is the Lord.i look to the hills and prepare my life to be close to God.remix my life from the mundane to it’s rightful place in kingship where ibelong.bless the name of Jesus. bless the name of the Lord. bless the name of Godthe father son and the holy ghost.