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March 18, 2009 at 3:41 pm · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: life chronicles. big husky
Irregular Heartbeat
This is for the ones who are in love, falling in love, or want to be in love
I knew when I realized.
I said many things like
we just cool, all lies.
When I looked beyond
my selfishness to get
better at two as one.
When my days was ming-
ling with my nights, and
the moon dipped behind
the sun.
Irregular heartbeat be-
cause nothing was done
without care.
Even when I argued it
was because someone
was finally there.
I heard your cry when
I wasn’t even in the
room.
When my every thought
you eventually consumed.
When my tears shed
without the death of a
loved one.
When I realized that God
had smiled on his son.
When my regular routine
changed from basketball
and groupies.
To loving you and grinding
for your security.
When my G status became
strictly about God.
When because of you that
I worked that much harder.
Irregular heartbeat because
nothing changes in our status.
When I embraced joy and
stopped looking for fleeting
happiness.
When I realized without you
and God I am in pieces.
Marriage up, playa life gone
for Tia/Jesus.
When you get married or are in a relationship you are officially one. It is no longer just about you. I don’t have step kids cause they are not stairs. Marriage is what God desired hence his word “It is not good for man to be alone.” This is my love song to Tia. I can’t get enough. Just so you know I love you. I thank everyone that replies to the emails and what not. It is a blessing. We are working hard at loving right so that we fulfill the glory of Christ. Not about us but you Jesus. Tia gave me love that was unlike the usual hence the meaning behind IRREGULAR HEARTBEAT.
Darnell “B.I.G. Husky” Roebuck
Life Chronicles With Big Husky
P.O. Box 13081
Harrisburg, Pa 17110
717-623-2394
thedarroeway@yahoo.com
www.myspace.com/officiallybighusky08
B.I.G. Husky
Believe.In.God. Husky
March 17, 2009 at 7:24 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, life chronicles
The bible says in
Proverbs 17:22 (King James Version)
22A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth the bones.
How many times have you watched Brown
and Madea and been blessed?
When you heard the wisdom in their jokes
did it take away some of your stress?
Could it have been Kenny Rob or Denny
Live?
Did a joke they said show you how to get
things right?
Was it Richard Pryor,Eddie Murphy,Bernie Mac?
Do you love your star player {yourself} like that
dude Katt?
Maybe you liked Bob Hope or Carol Burnett.
Could it have been J.J or was it Mike Epps?
You might have felt like you needed to hear
jokes from some Kings by the names of Ced
and Steve.
Could you have heard of Small Fire to give
you some relief?
What about Jonathan Slocum man I need a
funny one now.
Could you have heard Chris Tucker or Sister
Cantaloupe for your smile?
Some of you know him by his jokes and his
show.
Could you have been ministered to by Big
Husky and his funny flow?
Comedy is about making you see things you
would never say.
Redd Foxx, Jamie Foxx, Tommy Davidson and
those who have paved the way.
Laugh some times even when you don’t see
nothing funny.
I am to big to have dry bones and my spirit
to be broken for which if I laugh God has me
covered, Love you all from your Big Homie.
When I was writing this I was like I am just going to do christian comedians but I thought about it a lot of comedians are funny. Those names I called out I have laughed at a joke or two and learned to. It is well with my soul. Be blessed. Laugh it takes to much to frown.
March 12, 2009 at 6:48 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: big husky, life chronicles
Where Does Your Victory Lie?
In conversation about a situation or circumstance
does God speak your words?
In hurt and pain is God your comfort and your
ultimate worth?
Does your victory lie around the throne of grace?
Is God your ultimate and is he seen upon your
face?
Even in your sins can folks still see you serving a
great and merciful God?
Do you speak life or do you speak this thing is so
hard?
How is your love expressed to your enemies?
Are you not forgiving when your friends have made
you mad or have broken the trust you have given he
or she?
Is God talking or silent in your life?
Do you even believe he speaks to you through others,
your enemies, children, or wife?
Is God blessing you just waking you up?
Or are you receiving more than enough?
Do you see yourself as to big or to small?
Where does your victory lie in the scheme of it all?
You have victory but do you see it?
They that worship the Lord must worship him in truth
and in your spirit.
Victory sometimes comes when you don’t have to win the battle. Victory sometimes comes when you don’t even have the strength to battle with someone. See I have learned it is okay to wave the white flag not even in defeat but in the thinking that we are battling for what reason? Some of us are fighting battles and are not winning because I have to get my point across. We are not winning because we refuse to forgive someone who doesn’t even know they did you wrong. We are not victorious because we are not truly being Christ like. We are being more man like than anything else. Some of us go to church and the only reason you dress up is because everyone else does. Or because the preacher said you had to. I am not saying go out and get some shorts but I am saying what are you going to do when there are no more church edifices, and you can no longer read your bible publically or privately? Where will your victory be then? Are you reading Darnell’s words or are you going and studying for yourself because you would like a better relationship with God. Quiet as kept I could have lied to you or manipulated the word of God to fit what I wanted to say because the devil will and can use anybody just like Jesus can. Where does your victory lie? I have a friend that once told me Jesus said it was alright to smoke. I asked him when did Jesus say murder was ok? He said it is not murder. I said if it can kill you and you are doing it then it is murder even if you are the one killing yourself on purpose. I eat to much so I am committing slow murder. I am going to be free of this thing though. I am done in Jesus name I pray amen.
Darnell “B.I.G. Husky” Roebuck
Life Chronicles With Big Husky
P.O. Box 13081
Harrisburg, Pa 17110
717-623-2394
thedarroeway@yahoo.com
www.myspace.com/officiallybighusky08
B.I.G. Husky
Believe.In.God. Husky
March 1, 2009 at 9:16 am · Filed under Uncategorized and tagged: life chronicles. big husky
It’s So Incredible
You Love me.
You Love me.
Yes you do.
I didn’t believe
until the trials
I went through.
When the pain
it came to take
my life away.
You Loved me,
and that’s incredible
in every single
way.
You Love me.
You Love me.
Yes You Do.
You Love me,
oh when I tried
to hurt myself.
You said I am
your comforter
when the hurt
has ripped through
the depths.
The past, anger, tears,
and feelings of loneliness.
Can do damage to
your vessel, yet you
are an ever-present help.
Trouble won’t last always.
Cause You Love Me.
Trouble Won’t Last Always.
Cause You Love Me.
Through my heartache.
Through my disappointments.
Through my trials and tribulations.
You Love Me.
You Love Me.
Yes You Do.
It’s So Incredible.
I admit I haven’t always been the best.
At times my character been shaky yeah yeah.
You Loved me beyond all of that.
When I decided I have had enough.
I lashed out, You Love me.
It’s So Incredible.
Incredible To Me You Are.
This week was a trying week. I admit I did not answer as a man of character that I am expected nor that I expect to be. I was hurt beyond recognition and I of course said and did some hurtful things which can cause pain and a whole lot of mess. So I broke down because I was like it feels like it is always me. i was on a serious pity party. God soothed me in the weirdest way. Not only that but he sent the most unlikely messenger. This messenger told me that God loves me in spite of this particular situation in which I am talking about. I felt betrayed, the blame, and truly the cause of the whole situation. God showed me this when he said make right for what you’ve done. Now though my heart is clear. Also I sent this because in spite of what you do God still loves you. It doesn’t matter what other people think about you. Matter of fact a lady said on a movie last night that a little thing could set that person off. Anyway I am going to need to work on the little things in my life that are hurting me so I don’t have situations like this anymore. Pray my strength in the Lord.
Darnell “B.I.G. Husky” Roebuck
Life Chronicles With Big Husky
P.O. Box 13081
Harrisburg, Pa 17110
717-623-2394
thedarroeway@yahoo.com
www.myspace.com/officiallybighusky08
B.I.G. Husky
Believe.In.God. Husky
